Thursday, May 27, 2004







Mood: PRETTY FUCKING HAPPY. Music: This Ruined Puzzle - Dashboard Confessional.

I am cool because it said that whoever wants to turn into a gay male and effs Jere is cool. OKAY! I'm just half cool cos i'll eff him with the sexual organs i have now too, I'm reading slash right now like the fag that i am and i'm posting phrases i like from it here. Got that? Go away if you don't want to read.


He stands there for a second just hurt, and then he slaps me neatly across the face before storming away. Well, we all saw that one coming.


I think I almost throw up. Eleven? my mind is screaming and every fibre of my being is just thinking, this is soooo wrong, with as many o's as possible.


And I find buying sluts to be dirty and degrading.


Taken from... Hes mine

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"Do you think this is RIGHT? Is this what we've taught you? Anthony? Matthew?" (I almost died laughing with this one)


"How dare you do these sorts of things with each other! Under my roof! How DARE you!" (This too)


Tony had never seen his mother look so angry before. Finding pot in his room, seeing his failing grades, hearing him cuss like a sailor, having the cops bring him home drunk at three am- nothing compared to this.


He was just 15- he didn't know how to talk to his 37 year old aunt about reaching bases with her son. (Omfg, i think i'm going to piss in my pants with this one. Huahahaha)


"No, you didn't Tony! You're not one of THEM! You are not a homosexual!" She spit the last word out like it tasted bad. "And let me tell YOU something. Even those kinds of people have some morals! They do not do those THINGS with their RELATIVES! This is INCEST, do you KNOW that?"

"I don't CARE!" Tony declared, standing. (Good answer, Tone lol)


"Anthony! Do you want to go to HELL? This is…there is EVERYTHING wrong with this! What is WRONG with you Anthony? IT'S DISGUSTING! Why would you do such horrible, grotesque things? HE'S RELATED TO YOU!"


Tony knew his mother was watching closely and it was the only thing keeping him from kissing his older cousin.


And the thought of feeling nothing for her son terrified her as much as the situation before her.


"Listen to me, Anthony. This is SIN. If this doesn't tear our family apart… I can't even begin to understand why you would do such horrible things. It's evil, it's wrong, and it's disgusting. That boy," she pointed to Matt out in the hallway, waiting patiently for the next order, "is your COUSIN. You're RELATED to him, Anthony. Do you understand that? Family members don't DO this with each other! It's illegal. It's incest."

Tony glowered. "You and Dad do it all the time," he retorted. (Good comeback, funny as hell)


"Don't you DARE get smart-alecky with me right now, Anthony John Lovato. BOYS do not do those things with other BOYS. SODOMY is illegal." She shuddered at the word sodomy and Tony felt her grasp go unsteady for a moment. "It's disgusting. We've raised you BETTER than this."


Taken from...Thunderstorms


(And now..i think i'm going to cry like a fag)


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You love men in tight shirts, it's sexy. (omg, how about that? Matt & I got something in common!)


You're not going to tell him that it almost killed you, and he's here now, so who cares? (sounds pathetically like me).


And besides you don't think the security guards at the train station would like to have two teenage guys hugging on one of the platforms forever.


Taken from... Lonely Island




Gila dude...i hafta fucking sleep. Later.


Envy drowned in words at 23:48



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