.i'm letting go of all my downer thoughts.

Thursday, July 22, 2004

Hey kids. I'm at work now. I'm so sleepy, it hurts. I WANT TO SLEEP! I've been slacking off work lately and frankly, i feel like slacking off again. Went to the mall with Zuer yesterday so i had the day off and made Shaw work for me *insert angelic face here*. I'm just so drained, i feel like lying in bed all day and just listening to emo songs while shutting my eyes, aircon full blast. I miss my bed. Please, just let me complain. My granpa is sick to the max and i'm just scared for him. I'll probably be going to KB later to visit him to the hospital.

Okay, Nena is obsessed with Tony. Really. Haha. Oh well...i mean, who am i to talk? I've been obsessed with Quinn for like a century already (honestly, for like 3 years probably). Gah! i can't barely keep my eyes open and i have about 5 more hours of work. HELP ME...

I hate working mornings. I wanna work at night but NOOOO..all my shifts starts at 10am-5pm (and okay...i come to work at about 11ish everyday but whatever, nobody ever comes around before 12 anyway) and i work on mondays-thursdays and saturdays, I get fridays and sundays off, it's EXACTLY like going to school. Just that, i wake up around 930am instead of 6am. At least, i don't have to face the wrath of homeworks and people getting on my nerves and crying in the toilet and using school uniforms anymore. I guess this is worth it. I guess i like this kind of life. I miss my friends yes but i'll live. We can still chill, school's not exactly the epitome of hanging out. I guess i can say that i am happy. :)

Remember that Punk Against Bush CD i told you peeps to check out? Guess who already has is? LEECH! I was chatting to him the other night and he told me he bought it like last month. LAST FUCKING MONTH! And then i told him i want to borrow it*insert innocent smile here*. I have about $8 with me. Just want to note that.

Leen's back yesterday. Delly's being a princess again and letting her go online. It's nice having you back, Leen.

I watched King Arthur for the second time yesterday with Zuer. The ticket was cheap-o so i'm good. HUAHAUHAUAHAUHAU. Though i should have bought that thing i wanted to buy because i regretted not buying it. BUT $5.50 for just about twelve pages is kinda expensive. I need money.

My granpa (again) is really REALLY sick. His blood pressure is low. And there's a chance hsi heart might stop anytime. He couldn't even open his eyes anymore and i just, shit, i don't know what to say about it. I have to see him again.

I editted my Friendster's profile already. I was bored and i added a picture of Matt, all sweaty and shit *drools*. NENA: YOU KNOW MATT IS CUTE, HUAHAUAUHAUHAUHAU! It's a Lovato thing, i guess. Shit, i mentioned MEST in an entry again. Haha.

I miss Starbucks. Huahaha. Reading sad slash now. *cries* Jere....how could you die? Matt's been all shit-ted up (new word please) without you. :(

Envy drowned in words at 05:13

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