Thursday, September 09, 2004
Some people you know changes and it really hurts to know that they don't include you in that change but it's okay to feel no hurt, it just shows that you don't give a shit. I thought i knew my friends but i guess i was wrong.
Sometimes, doing the right thing isn't right. It could've been the greatest two weeks of my life but i fucked it up. I should've kept my mouth shut. Now, i just want to leave or i don't know, i don't know what i want to do. Doesn't everyone wish Lakuna Inc really exists. I think i'd erase all these unwanted memories. They cloud my head and drive me nuts. Is it better not to meet the person you know you're going to like or to meet the person and just get nothing out of it? I know i shouldn't be bothered but i am. I realize how pathetic this is and it's just...i just wish i wake up one day not remembering anything about this. I can't be alone nowadays, my mind goes into this deep thinking mode whenever i'm alone and i'll end up either curled up crying or just pissed. Why the fuck can i be happy? I remember my friend saying something about how ironic it is that we get more inspired when we are sad rather than when we are happy. I agree. I guess i don't know, fuck this.
Here's a pic of my new hair. The colour faded a lil after i washed it. Stupid piece of shit. This was before i washed it.
I just want to include this pic cuz Quinn looks so cute. Hehehe.
AND THESE SLASH WRITERS WRITE SO SLOW. I NEED NEW SLASH GODDAMNIT!
Envy drowned in words at 06:16
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