Tuesday, September 07, 2004
Countdown to UK: 7 days.
God, i'm leaving so soon. And okay okay, so after that suprise party my friends threw me...i went all emo on them. blablabla.
I dyed my hair red with Yulia on Monday. Haha. Now my hair looks funny. I don't wanna take a pic of it cuz i haven't washed it so yeah.
Heh. I feel so unsettled.
I haven't been a good blogger lately. I've been busy. I couldn't be left alone at nights cuz i dont wanna be fucked up so i've friends/cousins either sleeping over or hanging out until late. And during mornings/afternoons, i went out and see friends and cousins cuz yeah, if i stay at home and have time to myself, i'll be fucked up. And need i say again that i don't wanna be fucked up. I will get over this. :) This is the first night since Saturday that i have time alone and i'm suprisingly okay.
A billion words should not be wasted on someone who doesn't want you the way you do.
Things to do before i leave:
- Eat breakfast at McD's.
- Visit my granpa's grave.
- Meet all my friends/cousins to say goodbye and 'i'll see you in three months'.
- Try to get Sarah to not cry when i hold her. That baby doesnt seem to want me. *cries*
- Clean my room.
- Spend time with my family.
- Go to the beach.
That's about it in my list for now. And yes, i forgot to mention that Hazz and I are both so cool cuz we played in the rain last Saturday night. hehe.
It's funny how a week ago, i was feeling good. Lol. I think now i have a problem of being alone (as in physically please). Hehe.
I sent an email to Pete a few hours ago, an impulse thing. I thought it was lame but whatever, his blog entries (especially in Fueled By Ramon) are interesting, check them both out in my Bands' Other Links links.
I need to edit my works website. I've only put up fan fictions in there, no random/poems/quotes sections yet. That'd have to wait. I've loads in my Trevor but i'm just to lazy to edit those things up and put it in my website.
I've yet to ask Leech about Zaitochi.
Random thought: "Shokubutsu kick ass".
Envy drowned in words at 18:50
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