.i'm letting go of all my downer thoughts.

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

AM I FUCKING CRAZYYYY!?!!??!?!?!?! I did the most stupid thing in the shower just now. I was taking a late shower (Yes, at midnight, piss off) and then I had the craziest idea to cut my bangs a lil shorter cuz it was getting longer and was poking my eyes and then my idea was met when i saw a fucking scissor in the bathroom AND GUESS WHAT I DID? I CUT IT TOO SHORT. I look okay but WHAT THE FUCK WAS I THINKING? Okay, Think ABOVE eyebrows? YEAH! Note to self: I HAVE NO TALENT WHATSOEVER IN HAIRCUTTING. Idiot much? My hair was cool at one point, i don't remember when though. Probably when i was 12 and i could go on for days without washing my hair and it still looked awesome. Those good ol days. *cries* MY BANGS ARE SHORT!!! *panic attack* Blame it on stupidity, mi.

I'm going to the lostprophets gig! Woohoo! Okay, are you people ready to read about the desperation side of me? K, I went to Ticketmaster (or watchamaycallit) and asked for the tickets and then they sold out, that was a few days ago, the day when i went to Spillers Records and when i got home, i went to check for online tickets and they all sold out. And then kids, guess where i turned to? Ebay. Yes. Confession: I have no fucking idea how it works but luckily i live in a house with a former Ebay addict and so she helped me out the next day. And okay, so the original price of one ticket is 17 pounds and I bought 3 tickets for 93.75 pounds from Ebay. HAHAHAHAHAHA, i don't even have that kind of money. Hani, former Ebay addict housemate, paid for it first through her PayPal and my sister would pay her back then, I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO PAY MY SISTER FOR IT. I need money. Donations are taken in cash or cheque, whichever's easier, k thanks! :) So my sister, Erwan and I are SO FUCKING GOING! MWAHAHAHHAHA. This has to be worth it. That's like 31.25 pounds each compared to the 17 pounds one. Fuck, that's like 14 pounds difference, which is BND$42. WHAT THE FUCK WAS I THINKING? And it's the standing ticket, i might not be able to see well (due to height problems, mwahaha). FUck it. I might not see them perform again and if i did get to see them again, i'll prolly just slap my forehead repeatedly until all these bangs on my forehead fall off. MWAHAHDUAHCEFGXYVBUHEJFBYIGZBDWAFE)WFE.

Now, I can be referred to as the 'broke short-banged girl'. *cries*

Envy drowned in words at 01:32

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