Monday, October 11, 2004
Unfortunately, no one really loves themselves. And if they do, they need to get to know themselves better. Unfortunately, no one is really happy. So, let’s be unhappy together.
I call her up to tell her to build a mini version of San Jose for me to devastate.
Her roommate tells me she is on the phone long-distance with her aunt.
I want to kill every member of her extended family.
Phenylethylamine (PEA), the chemical responsible for the swooning and feelings of adoration, is structurally similar to cocaine. Most people choose cocaine over love when given the chance. I wouldn’t say that’s a bad choice.
The endorphins released during infatuation are similar to heroin; only they don’t make you skinny and pale.
Oxytocin, “the cuddling hormone” most often found in new mothers and newlyweds, are like ecstasy- every touch feels a bit tinglier.
Love exists in a bottle. In a syringe. I want mine diluted with water.
Most people would choose gambling over love when given the chance. We are the rat.
Most people choose pornography over love when given the chance. We are the cave-man. Hallmark cards and boxes of Fanny-May chocolates will save humanity.
It’s all in the marketing. Kellogg and the original Graham Cracker originally marketed their products as a way to stifle teenage masturbation
I call her up to go over the blue prints for a miniature Atlanta because I crave catastrophe.
Her answering machine picks up. Right now I hate her voice.
It reminds me of how much I think about her.
She is the fraud. The faker. I can’t stop thinking about her.
I miss her lips curling with those lies.
I miss her body- See, she has a body that will go to the pornstar retirement home in her golden years- or prostitute heaven.
to my favorite liar: you were always/never just a line in a song.
That's my fav. part of the piece. :)
Albums i want to buy:
- Fall Out Boy's My Heart Will Always Be The B-Side to My Tongue.
- Fall Out Boy's Take This To Your Grave.
- Death Cab For Cuties' Transatlanticism.
- Lostprophets' Fake Sound of Progress.
- Mest's Mo Money Mo 40z
- Mest's Wasting Time.
- Mest's Destination Unknown.
- Something Corporate's Audioboxer.
- Something Corporate's Leaving Through The Window.
- Something Corporate's North.
- Something Corporate's Songs for Silent Movies.
- Taking Back Sunday's Tell All Your Friends.
- Taking Back Sunday's Where You Want To Be.
- Good Charlotte's Chronicles of Life & Death.
- The Movielife's It's Go Time.
- The Movielife's This Time Next Year.
- The Movielife's Split.
- The Movielife's The Movielife Has a Gambling Problem.
- The Movielife's Forty Hour Train Back to Penn.
Okay, i think that's enough for the CD wishlist. I'm a little slow with the albums but whatever, i like the songs so i'd buy their original shit. I think i'm going to buy one of The Movielife's CDs cuz i was browsing in HMV and saw two of their CDs and they're all cheap-o! Hehe.
Ramadhan is coming! :) I think i really should do my work now eventhough my class starts at 12 tomorrow. I want to wake up late so yeah. <3
Envy drowned in words at 22:59
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