Saturday, October 16, 2004







I haven't gone out all day. I'm all dressed up right now, wanting to go out to watch a movie or something, I NEED TO GO OUT. Aku depressed ni.



Okay...i haven't been updating. Right now...i'm feeling lonely. I mean, really lonely. It's pathetic. And then when i do talk to my friends, all i think about is how i miss them. It's just stupid. I NEED TO GO OUT.



2nd day of Puasa and i had a weird dream last night. I went with MEST to their tour and lived in their tour bus with them. Matt was with Tracy and i'm supposably Tony's gf's best friend and Tony's gf didn't wanna go to the tour alone and she hates Tracy so she brought me to accompany her though she's always with Tony. I don't know who the girlfriend is cuz in my dream, i couldn't see her face. So....my nice best friend that is Tony's girlfriend didn't tell me that i had to sleep at the back of the bus' couch cuz there were no more bunks! :( Tracy's bunking with Matt *inhales deeply*, Tony's bunking with his gf, Nick's alone and Jere's alone. But I had to sleep on the couch and then it's funny cuz Matt's known to be in love with his X Box and so he couldnt stop playing until late nights and I had to endure him every night while sleeping on the couch and then Tracy was pissed at me cuz Matt's been spending a lot of time in the back of the bus with me though i was asleep most of the time. And then one day, at around 8am, Matt was still on his X Box from midnight and then the bus made a huge bump and i fell from the couch and when i woke up i was screaming at Tony to tell him to get me a place to sleep or i was going to go home, leaving his girlfriend with him. And at that time, Jere was in the room. And Tony came and said..."DONT GO!" And i said "I NEED REAL SLEEP, TONY! REAL SLEEP" And then he looked at Jere and pointed at him "Sleep with him! His bunk's half empty." And Jere was kinda shocked and was like "What?!" And Tony looked at Jere and whispered "Dude, you know you want her on your bed". And i was kinda annoyed and i shouted out loud "I CAN FUCKING HEAR YOU TONY!" And Tony went "I didn't say i didn't want you to hear it" And then i asked Jere if it was okay if i bunk with him and he said 'Yeah' so i stood up from the room and went to Jere's bunk and slept there. And then when i woke up, Jere's arms were around me and he was snoring and i could hear Tony screaming "FIREEEEEEE!" and then i woke up.



Yeap interesting i know. <3


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