i think i'm happy. I mean, yeah, i don't have any friends but i'm happy here. The weather makes me happy. It's always dark and sometimes raining (like today) and i love it. I wouldn't take it back for anything (cept having my family and friends here with me). But i don't know...it's okay being alone. I mean, yeah, of course, all the low self-confidence issues creeping up when you walk alone but it's okay, everybody's got prices to pay one way or another. It's all good in the end. At this stage, i think i can say that i like the way my life is turning out.