.i'm letting go of all my downer thoughts.

Monday, October 04, 2004

OKAY! Hehehe, this might sound silly but the entry down there was the result of me being too emotional while watching A Cinderella Story, the one with Hilary Duff, wher the cheerleader embarrassed Hilary in front of everyone. Mwahahha. I know. I'm pathetic. I was having a hard time believing Hilary was Cinderella-ish cuz I was imagining Joel getting off from watching Hilary Duff's movies, i'm sick i know. Mwahhaha. And i just can't imagine her being all 'i'm your slave' shit...that's just not her. Tapi I COULDNT STOP THINKING OF JOEL mwahahahahaha. *blushes* Oh yah.... one of the jocks in the film...REALLY reminds me of the singer of MxPx. mwahahhaa.

This made me really happy. I took this from the site under my MISC. links called Matt & Jere Slash. The writer's Trackies. There. I gave credit. I'm a good person now. Mwahaha.

Sometimes I wish I could really tell you how I feel. How you make me feel.

I'm lost. You find me.

I'm losing. You help me catch up.

I'm dying. You make me want to live.

I hate life. I love life with you.

I hate the things I do. You make me proud.

I'm a cry-baby. You make me feel like a hero.

I hurt. You make it better.

I give up. You hold on.

I hate you. I love you.

I want you. I need you.

I'm so fucking sad. You make me elated.

This life is hell. With you it's heaven.

This bed is a rock. You're softer than...fuzz?

These nights are endless. I wish they would never end.

I'm down. We're up.

I don't need you. I can't live without you.

And sometimes words, these words and more, are just not enough.

It's remarkable. You're remarkable. We're remarkable.

This is incredible. All of this. All of us. All of you.

Are we done yet? No. Never. I want it to last forever.

I'm Dr. Jeckyl and you're my Mr. Hyde.

We're different in every way possible, but exactly the same when it matters.

We fit like one. We are one.

My baby.

My darling.

My sweetheart.

My numero uno.

My Casanova

My beloved.

My true love.

My heartbeat.

My angel.

My precious.

You are everything. EVERYTHING.

You're my Jeremiah. My Miah.

And I love that I'm your Matt.

I'm yours.

You're mine.

Forever.

And I could never ask for anything more.

That made me super super super happy. :) Then it made me a lil sad cuz i don't have that but it's okay, not a lot of people do. :) Matt & Jere are so lucky to have found each other (FUCK OFF...i just want to believe hehe).

I studied History today, it was awesome. My classmates were bored, i could tell HAHAHA. I'm turning into a geek aren't i?

Envy drowned in words at 23:13

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