Wednesday, November 17, 2004







First gig ever.



Wifey likes this dude called Trevor (dark baby) from myspace. Hehe. And then two days ago, she told me that Trevor is actually a drummer from this band called 18 visions right...and then i remembered reading in lostprophets' newsletter that 18V are opening for them during their gig in Cardiff this sunday. So I was kinda excited cuz this Trevor dude is kinda cute. And then, thru wifey's blog, i read their journal and one of the writers, biggie, is fuckin hilarious and somehow i got kinda hyped up in wanting to see them this sunday. When wifey went to sleep, i checked out their website yeah and then turned out they were performing the next day in Barfly! 7 freaking pounds okay!? CHEAP-O! I got sooo fucking stoked and asked Azza to come with me. And i d/led their songs and memorized the lyrics a lil bit HAHAHAHAHA *lame* so i could sing along to them the next day. The songs are pretty awesome. I was being freaking lame and so fucking excited okay? I charged the camera and all the shiz. HAHAHAHA fuck, hello, my name is umie and i'm lame. Oh yeah! The Trevor i am talking about is also the same Trevor that CJ thinks is hot. CJ! I STILL HAVE HIS PICTURE THE ONE YANG YOU PRINTED OUT! LOOOL I put it inside my puncher's box. LOOOL. So yeah...you know kan CJ? The goth dude wahhhhh.



The next day, I was so sleepy on the way to school. I have to take two buses to school k? So the first bus i use to go to school goes to the central bus station and so had to pass through town and thus, pass through barfly. So yeah...my eyes were so fucking droopy but then i saw a blue tourbus next to barfly's building, my eyes shot open okay? Like...reallly shot open and i texted Wifey and told her about it. Loool. And then, i was smiling like some freaking idiot (seriously, i was hyped up...couldn't help it okay?) and then when i took the second bus to school, i had to pass through barfly again and saw their tourbus and got all stupid grin-y again. HAHAHA. Okay so..blablabla class. Then Nurrul (Azza's sister) had her break at 2pm right and so me and her wanted to go buy tickets for the 18V show at Spillers cuz i was scared that the shit would sold out. Then my sister told me that she was gonna buy the tickets for me cuz she was in town with erwan and santy. Then, i already promised Nurrul right so i went down to town also. In the bus, she sent me a text and told me that her class was extended to 3pm. And that was okay lah, i understand and at this point, i was still smiling like an idiot okay? And then... my sister called me and then she asked me if i received her text and i said no. And guess fucking what? The tickets sold out at Spillers, my mouth just went curving downwards you know..like the smile is just *poof* fucking gone. And then my sister said the dude in Spillers said that i should just wait in front of Barfly later that night because there might be tickets sold there. So yeah...i still had hope. I met up with Kaka Siti, Erwan and Santy in town and i got off my bus near Barfly and do you know how i still fucking smile at the tourbus like some idiot. It was really lame and then yeah i met up with them and then i said that maybe these 18V dudes are around, checking out shops (apparently...they like to shop for clothes.) and then i asked them if they saw some goth dudes walking around and then my sister said yes. I almost fell on my ass okay? And then..it turned out (much much later) that the dudes my sister saw were ACTUALLY Trevor and Keith (another member of 18V). Sasak ku k? My sister saw them before I did.



So i was on my way to the nearest bus stop to get back to school cuz i had class at 4pm (this is around 3:18pm). I was walking past Barfly (AGAIN! HAHAHA) and then i was looking at the blue tourbus and in the front seat was Trevor! He is soooo goddamn lawa okay? Tats nya...fucking awesome and his hair and his face and his clothes. HAHA okay *zips mouth*. So yeah...and then i was just gonna walk past the bus when THIS DUDE KEEPS ON BLOCKING ME, i was gonna go all pissy at him but when i looked up it was Aming HAHAHA! He's one of the Bruneian students so i was telling him about 18V and about the sold out tix and we went back to Barfly and there was still girl inside there, putting up flyers and then Aming knocked on the door and the girl went down to take the keys and then unlocked it and let us in. Aming told her that I wanted to buy a ticket to see 18V and she said they were still selling it so we went downstairs following her so we could buy the ticket. AND HAHAHHAHA, I DIDN'T HAVE ANY MONEY WITH ME K? Aming had to pay 7 pounds for me. I AM FOREVER GRATEFUL. And when i went back up, i wanted to go see Trevor and take pics and do all that shiz but he was gone *cries* Called my sister so she could pay back Aming. AHAHAHAHA *lame* Blablabla class.



When class finished at 6, i went to Barfly around 6:35, straight from school (i was ready as hell k? sue me)and i waited for my sister cuz she wanted to get my school shiz before going home (she was watching movies, SHE SAW AHHHH) and DID I TELL YOU GUSY HOW AMAZING MY SISTER IS? Hehe. Okay yeah...so when my sister went home, Azza & Nurrul came and we waited in line for 45 minutes before the doors were opened. They bought their tix on the spot for 8 pounds. So yeah...we went downstairs (the bar is kinda in the basement, pretty cool but kinda small) and yeah...we went down and then saw 18V merch selling on the corner near opposite the exit. So yeah, we were hanging near there and giurehgeiurewvgcyfgw, Keith & Trevor were hanging out there with the merch dude. And he is soooo fucking lawa. fiosrhegryasigcsycgafewwevbfhsadbgryiegwrekghwrcn7w *inhales deeply* now i understand how some girls could just stay in his myspace profile forever (and he has like 9000++ friends and i have 200++. Heh). Lol. So yeah...i have 10 pounds with me and we went in line to buy the merch and i bought a tee (which is kinda too large for me.) and a sticker (that i put on my trevor already so now my trevor has 3 stickers) and badges (shared with Nurrul & Azza, cus there're like 5 badges for 3 pounds) which i could not afford so Nurrul paid for the sticker and badges. Did i tell you people how i always seemed like a fucking peasant? Haha. And i've no pics of the merch cuz i dunno..i thought i took it just now but apparently not. So yeah....fucking lawa boys were like 15 cm away from me and we breathed the same air okay? HAHAHAHA. Hi, my name is umie and i am going crazy. And yeah...I asked for their autugraphs and Trevor wrote "To Umie ♥" cuz i made him write my name lalala.



There were two bands playing before 18V did, they were okay i guess. When 18V played...it was fucking awesome, the moshpit was fucking tight. AND I AM SHORT OKAY!? FUCK WHATEVER. So I had to stand up on my toes to see them and i was carrying my bag and it's all fucking smashed. And all of this standing up on my toes, i was only on the second row to the front. My face was distorted cuz a lot of elbows and arms are poking/covering my face. This dude had his elbow on my throat, i could probably die if he hammed it forcefully on my throat. And my bag was fucking squished to my back cuz the ppl at the back were pushing. I was sweating and all these people around me were also sweating so we all shared each other's sweats. So yeah...i sang to a few of their songs (okay...more like 3 only k? The rest, i only know a lil and a few...none at all) but yeah..even with all that shiz, it was an awesome show and i get to shake hands with all of the band members and touch James' shirt and had his sweat all over my hair when he kinda had his upper body on the crowd (i was in the middle part so he was right in front of me). And Azza got to know this dude named Jamie from London cuz he went and talked to her. When we went back up after the show ended, Jamie went to us and asked where he could get a cab and we all walked until Hilton Hotel then Nurrul and Azza had to go back home which was the other way. So I walked Jamie to the place where cabs were all waiting. And this Jamie dude actually came down from London to see the guys. Haha. Crazy. And this is coming from someone who bought tickets to the used show in London. HAHAHA *stupid*. So yeah...after i showed Jamie the cabs stop, i went to walking home (the show ended at 11pm) and when i was going to pass a bus stop, a bus came by so i hopped on into it. HAHAHAHA With my disgusting hair, smelly clothes and red face. I didn't even use my jacket okay? That was how hot it was down at the bar. So yeah...basically, everything smelled and i felt dirty and my legs are kinda tired. I showered (yay for hot water and boo for the ever-changing water moods) and thanked God for making me alive today. And that's kinda it. Haha. Oh yeah! Pics!



This is the autograph Keith & Trevor signed. The green-white thingy is the ticket, btw.




That's Keith, me and Trevor. WHATEVER OKAY? I know i look stupid. Too....erm...shocked. I guess. Whatever.




James & Mick & A lil bit of Trevor on the drums. I like this picture :)








Trevor still with his top on, i think i don't have any other ones with him with his top, the others are all him shirtless. James' & Mick's ass.




Keith.




























Ken










































This last ones' are for you Wifey. Loool. And me, i guess. HAAHHAHA.
















I'm done! :) I'm not arsed to make the pictures smaller, there' a horizontal scroll bar at the bottom of this box. Use it wisely. It's 3:30am and i gotta wake up at 8:30am later. I need sleep.



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