.i'm letting go of all my downer thoughts.

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

I went to the doctor today and almost died of embarrassment when i got out. There was a med student with the doctor and when i came in, both the doctor and the med student were hot. Like what the fucking hell? I don't want hot dudes to know what's wrong with me! Yes, the doctor's probably twenty years older but he's good-looking so fuck off k? K, thanks. And I told him that i have been having stomachaches and shit and their eyes are like glued on me, like it's some freaking interview or something. I was fidgeting like a fucking dumbass cuz i was nervous about those eyes. Then the doctor asked me if i have vaginal fluids discharge and i looked at Kaka Siti and i could see that she wanted to laugh and i told the doctor i didn't have any. Then he asked me to lie down and then he felt around my stomach, i was blushing like fuck cuz he was all "David, this is how you feel for the kidney" and then the doctor (whose name by the way is Damian, pretty name) poked the right of my lower back and push the front part and the med student went all *nods head*. I was like a fucking example and shit. I bit down a yelp when he pressed the lower part of my stomach hard cuz that's where it hurts most. He told me to take a urine test to test for urine infection, my jaw almost dropped cuz i don't think i have urine infection but whatever, i took the test and then gave it to the nurse and went off. I'm supposed to ring the result on friday.

My The Used london gig ticket came through the mail today! When i came back from school, Kaka Siti told me she got something for me and then she showed me the used ticket. HEHEHEHEHE. Yay for early posts! So i tried listening to some of their new songs that i've never really heard cuz last time i remember listening to those songs, i positively cringed. I stopped after one song, i couldn't be arsed just yet. I still think it's kinda shitty. Thought: should i buy 18V's Obsession or not? I've the whole album in my Trevor already but i don't have the original one? Should I or should i not? It's 10.99 pounds by the way, should've bought it during their barfly gig, they were selling it at 10 pounds. The arena sold more ex merch, the 18V cd was 15 pounds and their hoodie (15 pounds at barfly) and t-shirts (10 pounds at barfly) were sold at 30 pounds and 15 pounds respectively. That's like 5-10 pounds more hence, 15-30 brunei dollars. I need a job. Hi, my name is Umie and i can clean, take care of people/instruments, wait, take orders, record shit, use the computer, talk, make minor snacks and tear off ticket stubs (hint hint) so tell me if you want a worker k?

I've about 30 pounds before i go back home to Brunei. Something Corporate FanKlub = around 13 pounds, Something Corporate's Live Ventura DVD = 5 pounds deposit at Spillers, The Used Nation = 5 pounds. So i've about 7 pounds to spend in London. Mwahahhaaha. Imma beg Kaka Siti for some money *insert angelic face here*.

I went to Cardiff Uni lib with Kaka Siti today for the first time. I used my home slippers (cousin slippers, ina would know ;p) to walk there, my toes were pretty fucking cold. The lib's so much bigger than my campus'. BOO. Me is jealous. Yes, see...im so cool, i get jealous even if it's about libs. I brought Trevor to school today! My pretty laptop ♥, full with stickers that overall costs me 3 pounds. I didn't wanna use the IT suite cuz i know if i want to try and do my assignment using the computer which has access to the internet, i'd prolly just be chatting away and drooling over hawt boys pics so i brought Trevor and was he fucking heavy. I looked like a freaking hacker or sth, I had a backpack and i had Trevor's bag strap on my left shoulder. I wore my lps hoodie to school today :) thank you god for making it a lil less colder than usual ♥.

Back there, i change lives. Here, my life changes. Would it be okay if i called you and said that i miss kissing your nose? I still don't understand why 'we' should always be a secret.

Envy drowned in words at 02:21

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