.i'm letting go of all my downer thoughts.

Saturday, November 06, 2004

SHIT..GILAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. MALU KU. LALALLALALALAHRUQGRHTAIKBVGAHRB£AORCAGRYIAGAEHKBGAWUOFHRIAUGRWAIRGTAWRVAWNRAWOAWFAWGYIAWAGUWY. That smile. Is just so fucking 'Oh....she wants me' and that twinkle in his eyes when he was talking (lawa brabis, goddamn). Ia pakai emo tight pants, please, aku liat non-existant ass nya...i think ia kan jadi cigu cuz he wears normal clothes in a school full of athletes (and usually only student teachers and art students wear normal clothes but ia buat his work arah IT and art people don't do assignments like that....they're more practical) and all black yo hahaha awesome eh. AUREWGRYWGHASVYEFHFUOEWRHGYIGSJDFBWUGREHREW Malu ku eh. SHAME I TELL YOU. LALALALALALALALALA. I can't eh. Gila. This is gonna be the start of those nights where i'll have to cover my face in bed because i know i'll be thinking of that when i am about to fall asleep. Okay, so it isn't that bad. I mean, he talked to me and he didn't say anything bad (just in case anybody's wondering if he did say something mean) but i'm just so embarrassed. Hi, i feel like a girl. :( I dunch like. I like that equal rights feeling. This just sucks. AHFAIFHAWFUIAEWBMNXJDOWIAYHIUAGAJBELUHFESOU i = so goddamn malu.

just in case if anyone's wondering, i speak malay sometimes because some people di campus ku baca my blog jadi they might know who i am talking about. Hahaha. bida eh.

Envy drowned in words at 00:30

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