.i'm letting go of all my downer thoughts.

Saturday, February 19, 2005

If you find yourself here on my side of town, i pray that you'd come to my door. Talk to me like you don't know what we ever fought about cuz i don't remember anymore. I just know that she warms my heart and knows where all my imperfections are and she said that i was the brightest little firefly in her jar.

I'm not the brightest now am I? :(

Spent most of last night dragging this lake for the corpses of my past mistakes. Sell me out, the joke's on you. We are salt and you are the wound. Empty another bottle and let me tear you to pieces. This is me wishing you into the worst situations. I'm the kind of kid that can't let anything go cuz you wouldn't know a good thing if it came up and slit your throat. Your remorse hasn't fallen on deaf ears rather ones that just don't care cuz i know that you're in between arms somewhere, next to heartbeats that you shouldn't be asleep. I'll teach you a lesson for keeping secrets from me. Take your taste back, peel back your skin and try to forget how it feels inside. You should try saying no once in a while and did you hear the news? I could dissect you and gut you on this stage, not as eloquent as i may have imagined but it would get the job done and you're done. Every line is plotted in design to leave you standing on your window's ledge and everyone else that it hits that it gets to is nothing more than collateral damage.

Oh yeah. That is more like it hey. Man...i can't wait to see Fall Out Boy. Banar2. HEHEEHEHEHEHHE. The show is late though, starts at like 10 freaking pm and the next day i have a paintball tourney to go to. Sial. But it'd be worth it. HEHEHEHE OMG. I seriously can't wait. I am actually going to see FOB. UFHJEKFANACE. Like...the club is probably small cuz the ticket's like 4 pounds (if it's without booking fees). Probably doesn't have windows or doors. Lolol. But yeah..i hope the people are not that many so it's easy to chill with them afterwards (AMIN!). Please club...be small. I can't wait to get into a moshpit, i miss it. Agent Blue's was like sikit. 15 ppl kali. Kesian. And only 2 guys were dancing in front. Azza and I were just moving to the beat. Org lain was just staring. Gay. I can't wait eh, nada most pit pun, i'd probably just sing along to everthing Pat sings until Pat'd be like "uh pls...girl, quiet down, im tryna sing here". Heeeeheeeeheeee.

I'm so fucking stoked for Fall Out Boy.

Envy drowned in words at 02:45

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