Thursday, February 10, 2005
You are - Armand!
You're misunderstood in many ways. Difficulties in
your past has influenced the guarded person
you've become. You only let the real you out to
those you trust. But when you do let your real
self be known you're a beautiful person. A
giving friend and close companion.
Which Anne Rice Vampire are you?
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I wanted to be Lestat like Max but nooooooo, it had to be Armand. It's okay, at least i'm Max's maker ;) So anyway, i'm back to reading in the bus...still reading Lasher btw BWAHWHAHWAHA, i can't wait to finish it SERIOUSLY, i have 4 other books waiting for me to read them, one i bought in KL DECEMBER 2003!, the other two in a Camden comic shop with Bob and the other is an 18th birthday gift from Bob :) I miss Bob. WHERE ARE YOU BOOBIES! ♥ Hmm...is this stupid? I keep on complaining about how i don't have friends here and then when i do have some, i get all psycho abuot wanting time for myself. Dont answer me.
School is going alright i guess. I'm kinda worried that other unis won't accept me cuz i'm taking a business course and i want to take journalism/media but my tutor said it's okay so it should be cool, i just need to ace this course. Study skills is really annoying me nowadays, it's boring as fuck and i have it 11 hours a week. I've a class that starts at 6pm to 8pm, gah. The others are alright, interesting subjects. A girl from New Zealand is coming to join us next week (when my tutor said "Oh yes, i forgot to mention a student from New Zealand is going to join us next week or so.", i was thinking "please god, let him be hot" and then my tutor continued "she should be a nice addition to the class") so this should be interesting.
I haven't updated anything interesting lately. Haha. Lemme see...it rained today and i didn't have a hat or hoodie on, so i ended up wet. That sounded kinda wrong hahaha. Shit, it's 10:35pm, this window's been opened for more than two hours haha. My sister is watching Alexander (somehow i was going to write the name 'Trevor') DVD rip-off and Jared Leto...HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHE hawt. I hope they didn't cut Colin Farrell and Jared Leto kissing (WHICH THEY DID IN BRUNEI! GRRR :() cuz i havent seen that part. I NEED TO SEE THAT PART. OMG, IT'S STARTING! THE ABOUT TO KISS PART! *eyes on tv* EH BUDUH. KANA CUT. BUDUH DVD BRUNEI CIPLAK ANI. BUDUH. FUEAHFUIEAHGEGHAEUGHEAUGHEAOUGEHAKJGJWOPRBJWK :'( I NEED TO SEE JARED-(I'M GONNA PRETEND IT'S SOMEONE HOTTER THAN COLIN...LIKE QUINN *remembers a scene where Quinn hugged Jared in The Used DVD* HEEHHEHEHEHEHEHHE) KISSY SCENE! Bida eh hetero sex scenes, BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO *gags* GET OFF HER, COLIN! GO BACK TO JARED DAMNIT
OH OH OH OH! And i saw something really hot in my campus IT suite today HEHEHEHEHEHE, these two guys right, let's name one 'Jared' and the other 'Quinn' so you won't get confused. They were pretty guys, one had blonde hair, all moussed and shit (metrosexual kinda thing going on there), he had blue eyes and the other was wearing a beanie and had pretty green eyes. HOT I TELL YOU. And then and then...Quinn (the blonde guy) hugged Jared (beanie) from the side and was rubbing his chin on Jared's shoulder, i think i really stared at them HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHE and then i tried not to stare but once in a while i stole glances and then AND THEN....Quinn had his hand on Jared's thigh and i started grinning like crazy...ALL SLASHY THOUGHTS I TELL YOU. HEHEHEHEEHHE. And then Quinn was rubbing his hand and then Jared was kinda ignoring him cuz he was busy doing something with the computer. And then i didn't look for about 10 minutes, I SWEAR! I tried my best to not look cuz i was scared that they'd see the lameass grin i have on my face that time when they happened to look at me. So then when i couldn't control myself any longer, i looked up to see them and Quinn had on his earphones and was doing something in his pc, he looked like he was totally ignoring Jared. HEHEHEHEHE And then i think c Quinn merajuk or sth (dude, i dont know what that word is in english okie? okay) and then...HEHEHE i started my staring game, i watched them. And then Jared was trying to get Quinn's attention (what's memujuk in english?) but Quinn totally ignored him and then HEHEHE....Jared put his hand on Quinn's thigh and then at first Quinn didn't even look at Jared but then i had to reply some ppl in MSN for a few seconds, when i looked back up to them, Jared's hand was still on Quinn's thigh AND AND AND Quinn's hand was on top of his. I think i giggled. Wtf. HAHAHAHAHAHA. THOSE GUYS WERE HOT OKAY? And oh the slashiness of it all. Sucks they didn't kiss though :( Oh well...at least i got to see some love passing between them.
You know what i miss? Simple things. Like people misscalling me and knowing who they are, not just random 'Withheld' numbers appearing on my phone, ppl texting me stupid shit that made me smile like "i bet you're sleeping right now. bida, snoring hehe :P" or just random "i miss you"'s texts even though i just met them like 2 hours ago. I miss going over to ppl's houses and i miss waking up in my room and trying not to stare at the ghost that Leech drew on my wall. Most of all, i miss laying in bed and just chilling, listening to anything emo. I miss air-cons! I miss watching Sarah cry when i try to hold her and i miss listening to her laugh heartily when i make funny noises on her back and stomach (LESBO+PAEDO SOUNDING). Damnit. And i miss riding in cars. Haha.
Yo, it's 11:32pm. I so rock your Jeremiah.
Envy drowned in words at 20:59
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