Saturday, May 07, 2005
i wake alone and pretend that i am finally home
News i forgot to tell you guys: Jeremiah fucked up cuz he got caught in the rain like 3 months ago and my Jared, on the way to UK from Brunei, wouldn't start. It sucks major as (explains why i've been listening to my Discman which ironically has no name). I sent Jared back through Erwan's dad cuz he waas here a week or two ago and when i called my dad today, he said he sent Jared back to the shop and when they did a test on Jared, he was behaving perfectly. Grr. Now, i have to burn CDs. Gah.
Here's a list of things i want (hopefully someone generous enough to buy me at least one of these is reading :D):
i. Canon EOS 300D, approx. 600 pounds. Okay, let's not go that far. Any SLR digital camera would do, i'd work my way up.
2. A Walkman. Since, i'm going back old school. I want to do it the right way. MIXTAPES!
3. Original CDs: All Copeland's EPs & albums, All Mae's EPs & albums, Silverstein's When Broken is Easily Fixed, Something Corporate's albums + EPs, Finch's EPs + albums, Drive Thru DVDs.
4. The 300 pounds+ plane ticket to NYC. (saw the advertisement while i was walking in town with my sister a few weeks ago)
5. 600 pounds to cover all expenses for Adelaide partying with Anna♥ in August.
6. New PC. Trevor pisses me off nowadays, he lags like fuck and eats viruses like they were nutrients.
Mostly, i just want my Jared back with me. JAREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD, I MISS TOUCHING YOUR GREY + WHITE BODY. I CAN'T LISTEN TO SONGS WHILE I WORK WITHOUT YOU, STUPID DISCMAN'S TOO BIG FOR MY PANTS POCKET.
I'm so fucking stoked for Silverstein. GIORJKGRFHGEONJGMRWGVWEAIWJDL. I'm listening to them right now.
Someone asked me how i could possible have a fun night without having alcohol running in my blood, i instantly remembered the one night where a friend and i were playing that 'bullshit' game and rolled around on my front lawn (i think it's called) and then danced in the rain. And then later that night (or morning), after the boys and i ate our 2am dinner (i think? haha), we went on a rampage of ghost tales and made fools of ourselves and ran up to my room upstairs, waking up our other friends sleeping in my room, making them think that the boys and i actually saw real ghosts. Then we continued talking and making jokes/scaring each other. That was when i knew the answer.
Envy drowned in words at 22:14
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