Thursday, September 08, 2005
i'm dancing cuz i'm loved again.
"what has love become? it's not like we used to hear in those old songs"
i went and did a bunch of uni stuff with my mom today. then i got pissed at MoE and didnt talk in the car cuz im so cool. then i was okay again and we drove around my old primary school cuz we were in the neighbourhood.
It was nostalgic. I remember a lot of good times there. My friends and my endless tries in baseball (which we still admittedly suck at). All my old best friends, how different we are now. It's amusing. And then, weird thing is...i had a dream about my primary school about a month ago and when i saw the place earlier on, it was the exact same thing as i saw in my dream. Pretty fucking accurate hey. Then i got a lil offended cuz my primary 6 class painted this cement pond light blue right...then when i saw it just now, it was this fucking ugly yellow colour. Fucking bitches. It looked awesome before. I can't believe that was about 8 years ago. I wanted to go up the library but my mom went psycho about how it's almost 5pm and i don't even go to that school anymore.
We also cruised around our old neighbourhood (which is about 10 minutes away from my school by foot) and drove past our old house. It was messy but some people were cleaning it up. I remembered my cousin digging a lil grave for this dead cat in front of the gate. And i remembered all the birthday parties my sister and i used to have there. The neighbours next door also had loads of grandkids and we were a freaking posse, biatches. I think i used to think of the bigger kids was cute. I think he's married now or something. Omfg. Haha. Then across our house used to be this chinese family with their gate always closed cuz they leave their dog outside and didn't want him to run off. The dog was fluffy and white and had really big ears. He was cute. He usually barked at us when we pass by. Then a lil down the street, my mom's friend used to live there. We usually go over that house to chill. Then Aunty Lucy usually brings me further up the street to her friend's house and we'd hang out and she'd braid/play with my hair while she talked to her friend. There was also an old playground (it was old then, imagine it now haha) that we used to go to but all the playing equipments were rotting cuz they were made of zinc. And i remember that my parents used to have double queen size beds so that the four of us slept in one room. And i remember that i had the worst allergy ever after i bathed in this Sari Ayu bubble bath thing so i don't use that shit anymore. Then our constant bbqs...fuckign awesome. And our Barbie dolls. And our playroom. Omg. Hahaha. So many cool things happened there. Haunted house shit. The coldness of the room. It was awesome. Then came Aunty Lucy's way of scaring me; i loved her so and she always scared me by saying this man with a beard usually comes in and asks her about me, she even drew him hahahhaha and called him c Janggut. So everytime i was being a bitch or annoying, she'd go "Bah ada tu c janggut.." and i'd get scared and instantly jump to her. Fuck, how easy was i. HAHA. Good times.
Fuck aching backs, fuck you.
Envy drowned in words at 02:23
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