.i'm letting go of all my downer thoughts.

Friday, October 21, 2005

but i still need so much.

I went to Metros again for the second time Wednesday night. It was cool i guess, everybody except for Sam were quite drunk. I fell down the stairs trying to catch up with drunk Toni so that was kinda embarrassing. But i'm left with a bruise on my shin now :( underoath was there so it was kinda funny in a way. I didn't come home as late as i did the first time i went to Metros though. Sam stayed over cuz it was kinda late to go back to Caerphilly and we just talked/listened to music til 530am and then he left around 930am while i was half asleep and couldn't really open my eyes or talk properly.

I talked to a cousin of mine yesterday and she was telling me stuff about her boyfriend; and she didn't realize that that was exactly how i want my boyfriend to be, she totally just described it for me. I don't need the cool hair and stuff (despite what everybody thinks), i just want him to talk to me about stuff other than haircuts and hair-straighteners. I want to find my Andrew.

My housemates and I had a crazy chocolate-binging session just now so we were pretty much stoked to our asses about nothing. It was cool though. And kinda funny. But it wore off about an hour ago. Which sucks. So now i am just gonna go to bed so i can sleep off this heartache.

Are long-distance relationships really worth it?

Envy drowned in words at 00:39

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