Sunday, October 16, 2005



i've never felt so much at home.



I was pretty pissed in the morning yesterday because of the Brunei Students meeting we had. The old committee picked who was going to be who for the new committee. All we had to do was fucking tick one name out of three to be the ASSISTANT of something. There were no actual votes. I WAS PRETTY FUCKING ANNOYED. It wasn't fair, some people didn't deserve to have the posts they were given and some people deserve better posts than what they were given. And i was nominated as the Assistant Finance Officer. FINANCE?! What the fuck? I can't even keep my money right. It was so annoying, i should have just walked out. I'm not mad for not getting the post, I DIDN'T WANT THE POST, i wouldn't be a good finance officer, i couldn't even manage my money myself. What i'm annoyed about is that it wasn't fair at all, the old committee was so biased and who's to say that their opinions were the only ones that counted? Everybody would be involved in the community, not just them. It was just so biased bullshit, i couldnt wait to get out of there. And they were just talking about being fair and getting everybody involved. Yeah right, they're only involving people that they like - who thinks the same way as they do. When they were showing pictures of activities they did last year...most of them, i wasn't even told about. And they've got the nerve to say it was a last minute thing....it's funny how they say they were organized but everything seemed to be a last minute thing and they just HAPPENED to forget to invite people that they're not close to but is still part of the community to whatever event that they were doing 'at the last minute'. They were talking shit and it just annoyed me. I couldn't believe i got out of bed at 10am just to attend that "voting" that turned out to be fixed shit anyway. That was a taste of politics, a taste of dictatorship. I'm not going to go to any stupid meetings where my opinion does not matter and frankly, i don't think they care if i don't attend. I got out of Brunei for this and i'm right back where i started. I don't care if they read this because they know it's true. It wasn't just me who was annoyed, a lot of people were. I can't believe i wanted to be a part of this. I'm better off without.



On the other hand, i bought a pat hat! Cheapo. £3.99. And no, i wasn't using it at the time....i just pushed it in front of the camera.
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Here are pictures of my current room that i took about two weeks ago:)
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Door, TV and DVD player and stereo (which i gave back to Azah).



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The coolest place in my room; my sink!



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My fav place; my bed! And a shelf for my books so that i can read before i sleep.



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The heater, my closet and my table (the desktop wasn't there at the time - wasn't assed to carry it down from Sal's room up to mine).



I went to Blue Banana to change my piercing to a smaller one cuz i've been chewing/biting on my current one cuz it's too big. I went to buy a smaller replica of my current one but in silver. Unfortunately, a shitload of kids were piercing that time so they couldn't put mine on for free. Asked me to come back another day with receipt. Will definitely do. :)



Adam grabbed me a Ghostbusters poster! Whooo. £3. Gah! But whatever, it's awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Probably going to put it up above my bed post or my heater. But maybe the heater'll burn it or something so most probably bed! It's pretty big too so i feel so cool. Picture!
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It says "WHO YA GONNA CALL?"



The Hidden In Plain View gig that i went to...this is the bag that i bought. I can't really put it across because the strap's too short haha so i gotta carry it one side only. The HiPV boys signed it too! They were so nice, it was cool. Mel took a picture of me and them but it's in my memory card and my damn video camera doesnt work so i had to send it back with Erwan's parents to give it to my dad for repair. The card's with me thought but i have no idea how i can put it in my computer (my pc's black in colour too btw...how cool's that and it's been around for ages apparently, it was from Idris then down to my sister and then to me...its best owner yet haha). Pictures of the bag that cost me £15.
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The bag, the strap has "Hidden In Plain View" written on it. Coolass.



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The signed part of the bag. :)



Went to watch Domino and Lord of War just now...Domino was good despite the fact that i don't think Kiera Knightley can act. Lord of War was interesting. Nicholas Cage and get this...JARED FUCKING LETO. I squealed when i saw his name. He was so pretty guerghorgr. Love. Haha. And Nick's wife in the movie was so familiar, it was making me nuts that i didn't remember where i saw her. After the movie ended, I asked people if they knew where they've seen her and Azah told me she was Mr Big's wife in Sec & The City. The thing is now...i don't remember what her name was in the series. Natalie/Nadia? I really can't quite remember.



Classes have been great lately. We watched a scene from Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon (the part where they were fighting on bamboos airborne) for Introduction to Cinema seminar and the whole film of the old Bonnie & Clyde during Introduction to Cinema lecture on Friday. Warren Beatty played Clyde Barrow and oh my god, he was so attractive when he was young. Let's compare and contrast.



Young version:




Old version:

Still so handsome in a way. :)



And this is me wearing old clothes (jacket from this shot)
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cuz i ran out of clothes to the extent that if i didn't do my laundry, i would have absolutely nothing to wear. In that purple basket were the clothes that i had to wash and have yet hung to dry cuz i couldn't find the hanger that i usually hang my clothes on. Shit, i'm awesome.
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And oh, on my last post, the orgasmic boy in the link is the one on the right.



Good morning everyone and goodbye. <3


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