Wednesday, November 16, 2005
i wanted to feel the same.
Seriously, that's it for now. I'll try checking the pictures in the card later but right now, that's the only picture that i took in Brunei that's passed through. That's Sarah, looking like she's drunk HAHA with her Ultraman hair. Total candid. I had a weird dream today. It was about Sarah; we were all in my uncle's house and then all these soldiers came and were trying to find Sarah to take her away for some reason (like someone mega-rich and important wants to adopt her as their daughter or something) and i had two telukungs (what is that in english kan?) and wrapped her in to hide her then this soldier came up to me and told me to pray because everyone else was starting anytime soon. So i went eventhough apparently i've already prayed cuz the soldier might be suspicious as of why i was carrying the telukungs if i didn't. So when i went in the praying room, Sever was there and asked where Sarah was and i told her that she was inside the telukungs and that i had to take it out in order to pray so i opened the telukung a lil bit to see her face and her knees were bruised blue cuz she bent it too long, i set her on the floor around these prayer mats so people won't be able to see her. Then the worst thing happened, she woke up and was hyper. A soldier saw her through the glass window and was already walking to the prayer room and eventhough everyone started praying, i started to cry. Really hard. And they took Sarah away and Sarah followed willingly and before walking off with them, she went to me and hugged me and said "Bye Kaka" and i think i tried to pull her to me but the soldiers were too strong. I remember feeling so defeated. When i woke up, there were real tears strolling down my cheeks and then i don't know, i really started crying and somehow fell back asleep and dreamt that Mel came over and talked to Manang who told her that I was sleeping. Hehe. The Sarah dream was godawful. Too vibrant for me.
Last night was nuts. But good fun. We kinda got kicked out by the security from the uni dorm. Haha. Then the next day, when i woke up from Toni's bed, i couldn't really open my eyes cuz my contact lenses was too dry and my stomach hurt like a bitch cuz i think i slept with jeans on. I looked like class shit with my shitty hair, squinted eyes and bent walking (due to stomachache) walking to the train station to go back to Cardiff and walk back to my house a good 10 mins that turned to 15 mins cuz of the aches. Haven't gone out since cuz my stomach didn't let me. Haven't even showered so i feel first class gross right now but it doesn't really matter cuz i'm goign to bed again anyway hehe. So anyway, pics of last night.
Yes thanks, i look so ugly in that one. Like i'm in the middle of shitting or something.
This is Emma's place. L2R: Greg, Nathan, Kim (Pink headband), Toni (spaghetti straps next to me), Emma (pink highlights and eyeshadow next to Kim), Me & Ceri (purple hair).
My friend told me something about Quinn that literally broke my heart. First class asshole Quinn has become.
I CONDEMN ALL STORES/SITES THAT DO NOT TAKE SOLO DEBIT CARDS. A BIG FUCK YOU TO ALL OF YOU. I AM READY TO GIVE YOU MONEY, WHY CAN'T YOU ACCEPT IT. I NEED THAT PANIC! AT THE DISCO CD! Okay, i'll be civilized...why don't most stores take Solo debit cards?
Mentioning Panic!, i would like to express my new found crush on Ryan, the guitarist of the band. Because of all the Chuck Palahniuk lyrics.
And does anybody else other than me thinks the singer of Panic! looks like Dani?
I've already got my Yellowcard ticket for December, thanks to Mel and my The Academy is.... + Panic! at the disco ticket for January. HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. It'd be awesome. And :(....Quinn is such a twat. I get all disappointed whenever i think about that.
I'm going job-hunting tomorrow! Or we'd roll that Indo Mee trolley idea soon enough.
Fuck lagging PCs, fuck you.
Envy drowned in words at 23:00
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